Returned familiarity of the anxious moment, when 2 years back we awaited the arrival of our first born Samuel, now we await the arrival of Matthias.
Confidence surrounds since we had already went through it once, yet being confident is one thing, reality is another.
At 0137, Matthias arrived healthily into this World. A thunderous cry follow... ha ha...(awaiting the moment) he is quite different from Samuel - in the way he signalled his arrival. Samuel arrived in serenity and refused to cry even though the nurses pricked him with a needle.
The ultimate partnership of happiness surrounds dad, mum and child when suddenly a part of the moment became shrouded with unease. Flowing river of blood gathers on the floor and mum is bleeding all of a sudden. Panicked filled room, nervous nurses, paled mum and dad was heralded out of the room.
Who can ever bear such spectacle? I was worried and pace around the delivery suite, burning a seared track in its path - such exaggeration but i will not want to ever relive such moment....
Fast forwarding and today mummy has since recovered and is doing well. I am grateful that everything turns out well in the end, grateful for every good night and day, grateful for healthy sons so i offer my gratitude and love to the divine.
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